Someone said that 'the mind directs the optical exploration of the world' to which I would add that 'the drawing helps one to see the world that one is looking at'.
These are three fairly quick drawings, of short poses, all of which received very little conscious planning, if any at all.
1. A most beautiful form. A suggestion only of head and feet, so no distraction from the space within.
2. I tend to morph naturally these days. And its a sort of cubism looking at front and back at the same time.
3. How much does one bring forward, enlarge and exaggerate the head, in order to engage with the perspective? I guess that is what my mind dealt with here. Yet handling perspective should be second nature to me as an architect. But I do believe I experience perspective differently with life-drawing.
Postscript: I say above that these are three fairly quick drawings. By quick I mean they emerged quite spontaneously with very little, if any, what one might call pre-thought or planning. As soon as the model took up her position I took in the essence of the pose, perhaps focussing on a part or parts which caught my eye and started to respond with movement of my arms and hands with a graphite pencil in each. Mark-making moved from initial form to more definite line. And within a short time the model relaxed and took up her next pose. There is no recollection of pausing, standing back, reflecting on marks made, questioning what to do next. It just happened.
I recall Pollock: "When I am in my painting, I'm not aware of what I am doing", and I have for many years been aware of my life-drawing process being meditative, and therefore for me therapeutic. I have talked of this on my blog before. Yesterday I was discussing this issue with a stone carver who said that when she is working her stone she becomes fully immersed in the act and all else is excluded from her mind. So the question arises 'What is one experiencing?' 'How is the mind working with the act of looking, and more specifically with the processes of seeing?'
Frederick Franck tells us that "I have learned that what I have not drawn I have not really seen, and that, when I start drawing an ordinary thing, I realise how extraordinary it is, sheer miracle". This is how we all feel about the human body, the nude, anatomy. Franck's fundamental thesis is that 'drawing helps us see', and for me I see the drawing, i.e. the marks on the paper, as a physical manifestation of the dialogue between my mind and the muse. And for much of the time this dialogue is taking place beyond and out of the reach of any conscious control. It is magic. I have described elsewhere that for me, as a result of this phenomena, the process of art is emotionally charging and spiritual.
By a wonderful coincidence, yesterday, over breakfast, I was reading Frederic Jameson's review of 'My Struggle: Book 6. The End' by Karl Ove Knausgaard, in The London Review of Books (Vol 40, Nos 21, Nov 8 2018) in which he refers to Karl Ove's ideas about life and death, about human relations and political relations, about art, about books and writers, etc. etc. and quotes the following:
"What does it mean to see? With the Impressionists, the question is: what does it mean to experience seeing? One doesn't have to think too hard to understand ...……… the reason that painters and sculptors spent all their time during their crucial formative years of youth copying others or mechanically reproducing models of objects. They weren't doing it so they could copy reality ...…… They were doing it so as to learn how not to think. This is the most interesting thing of all in art and literature, and hardly anyone can do it or even realise it is the case".
Of course, they were also doing it to learn from the great masters before developing their own way. However, the essential point I take from this idea is that when I am within the act of life-drawing then I have entered a world of my own and I am not conscious of my thoughts. That which appears on my paper comes from within me, deep and emotional and spiritual and intuitive, and so I believe I can truly say that (and perhaps it is only on occasions) I am experiencing how not to think consciously.