Monday, 16 December 2024

From my notebook

A few 2 to 3 minute sketches to use the time either at the end of a pose or when Annie is stretching between poses or a quickie pose.



A quickie pose leaning forward with hands on chair and platform.





Another quickie.





Leaning over with fingers touching toes.





Hand grasping foot.





Curled up sitting on hands and feet.

 

 


Saturday, 14 December 2024

Talgarth in December

High winds and torrential rain reduced the planned 3 days to two. Niel then extended the drawing time by two hours on the two days. The amazing Annie again is our model. My previous posting gives an introduction, and here is my output starting with the first set of quickies on the first morning.


We start with some so called 'warm-up' one minute poses to which my response is a line or two to capture the essence of each pose. This might be simply a outline profile from shoulder to knee, or perhaps a hand, etc. I'm using a fine-liner pen in each hand.
 



A second piece of paper but the quickies soon came to an end, so a few minimalist responses




Two poses here, up to five minutes each. Firstly the seated in which Annie has her right hand pulling her right foot towards her. Then a recall of my 'superimpositioning and transparency' approach which allows the second pose to form a frame or compositional context for the first. Then in order to help the beholder to distinguish between the two I have added a bit of tone (sort of related to my 'revisiting programme').




Turning my paper to a landscape format is fairly unusual for me. I did it here in anticipation I might morph two side-by-side poses together. This I did but only to a slight extent as they remain quite separate. I'm using a graphite pencil (woodless 2B's) in each hand to map out the basics then going in to firm up the forms using my dominant hand. I spent quite a time dealing with the 'looking-down' perspective on the head and the twist of the body.




Again a fairly short pose so a quick few lines to engage with the basic form, followed by a tonal emphasis of charcoal rubbed with the finger and some cross hatching with a 2B graphite pencil. A 'mountainous' landscape result or perhaps after Rodin.




I mentioned to Annie that I would be attempting to avoid my 'deconstructivist' approach and place an emphasis during these two days on attempting the whole pose, and not to violate its beauty by pulling it apart. But then it appears I couldn't resist the temptation to focus in on different parts and to use different scales. So we have the hands on the back of the chair with the breasts just behind as parts of the first viewpoint. But then Annie's feet somehow appear and morph into the back of the chair. Meanwhile at some point in the process I found a need to bring in almost the full length of the pose from foot up to the shoulder. My eye was moving around the pose and as it focussed on a particular part, that part arrived on the paper, and so on. 




This was an exciting twisted pose the basic form of which arrived easily on my paper, and I recall I wanted to emphasise the hands which I did in fine-liner pen. Niel was right to suggest cropping the paper would enhance the form. Perhaps this is much more Rodinesque but again without the eroticism.




A charcoal drawing. I used a black Derwent tinted charcoal caressed in sweeps with a soft tissue, a stick of willow charcoal to provide some lines of emphasis, fingers were also used to blend in charcoal for the darker tonal areas, then finally to introduce an element of excitement I threw at the paper some charcoal powder using a toothbrush as the weapon. Because the paper was almost vertical this last addition utilised gravity to create the streaky effect.





You will be able to make out the back of Annie, drawn twice. The one on the right of the drawing includes her shoulder, the ends of her fingers of her right hand as it clasps her arm, and her left breast. Her right leg is supported on her left thigh and comes across the composition in front of the left hand figure (this may not be the case, as the leg may have entered the composition from somewhere else. I really cannot recall). What transforms this into an abstract composition is the way I have responded to shadow. I outlined each shadow area and then blocked in with a sepia tinted charcoal which I rubbed in with my finger. I then placed an emphasis on the darker tonal area with charcoal which again I rubbed in with a finger. 




I am unable to recall what took place here (perhaps an example of my life-drawing activity entering a deeply meditative state, the details of which I am unable to recall after the event).




You will see that Annie did a number of laying poses and after an hour or two she would turn around to give people an opportunity the opposing view. She would then repeat this. So you will see that the last two drawings result from these changes in position. And in them I moved back and forth from fine-liner pen on the first to brush applying charcoal powder with water on the second.



There is quite a bit of heading into the unknown with these last two. Here are two good examples of what I referred to in my previous posting as 'trial and (error) success, experimentation and accidental outcome'. In the first I am attempting to superimpose a drawing of one part upon another, and to discover whether each remains clear, defined and understood. I have frequently attempted this before but this time I was very conscious of what I was doing, I studied what was taking place on my paper whilst it was taking place. This drawing did not come from the heart. However, by contrast the second drawing did come from within: I intuitively brushed my medium on to the paper and played with it to seek tonal variation.







Friday, 13 December 2024

Reflections on a weekend of life-drawing with cancer.

 A weekend drawing Annie over at Niel Bally's studio in Talgarth.

[I have yet to photograph my drawings, so I thought I would post some thoughts which evolved over the next day or so. But here are two drawings which illustrate the variety that took place. Firstly, from my notebook two standing poses in fine-liner pen, one-handed, a minute or so each pose. Secondly, perhaps about 30 minutes, in charcoal, and one of those rare occasions when I work hard on a drawing and bring it to a conclusion, So something of a contradiction to Leonardo "Art is never finished, only abandoned"]






I've always been fascinated by the perceptual process(es) of drawing from life. The perceptual skills required include:
perception of edges
perception of spaces
perception of relationships
perception of lights and shadows
and
perception of the whole (gestalt).

Once an understanding of the complexity of these interrelated skills is grasped then the real act, the sub-conscious act, of employing these skills can take place. We then find that a far less scientific process takes over. And this is best described as 'trial and (error) success', 'experimentation' and 'accidental outcome'. So this is making the idea of the 'unknown future' fundamental to our process, and also bringing into play the 'inner self' as a key contributor. Within this context I am reminded of an iconic saying by the Russian ballerina Pavlova, "First learn technique, then forget it, for without heart there can be no art" 

In order for this stage to be reached during any prolonged life-drawing session then 'endurance' comes in to play: 
physical endurance
mental endurance
and
emotional endurance.

Having an incurable cancer, which saps my strength and leaves me with little energy, presents me with a real challenge. Yet somehow I do find an energy and I am able to 'endure'. And I believe that what is happening is that my emotional engagement with my art provokes a mental stimulation which over rides any physical weakness. I was really quite astonished that at the end I felt no tiredness and was fully elated.

But I now sit at my easel whereas before I moved back and forth in a kinetic space which perceptually extended into the depths of my paper and  further to embrace the model. As a result of the shifts in my practice raised thus far by issues of physicality and endurance, my understanding of the body as a tool to draw has become a means of exploration in and of itself. I do not have a clear grasp of how long the performance of producing a drawing will last and therefore, have had to develop an understanding of pace, finding a balance between effort and the strength of my own body. When we place attention on 'the length of a drawing' I have had a rule to follow "Stop before you get to the end" as it is often those final additions which will often detract from the essence already achieved. However John Berger maintained that "Drawing is a process of correcting errors" which I suppose could go on for ever. On the contrary Leonardo claimed that "Art is never finished, only abandoned"


I suggest that at the centre of all this is my 'theory of consciousness' - being able to inform aspects from my experience with the conscious act of 'doing', i.e. I am a being which moves, acts and responds. It is this understanding which forms the basis of my practice-based research into my art. I explore the body, the human form, and this is the material of my research enquiry. And all done with heart.








Monday, 2 December 2024

Morphing the left side and the right side.

Here is my history of a particular response to a pose, in which I firstly outline the one side of the body and then the other, and the two merge together in the drawing. Because this is such a regular event I thought it would be interesting just to go back through my archive and bring as many as I can find together. Will I discover a theme, a particular approach, is this a genre which is fundamental to my desire to look for alternatives to the more traditional 'whole' pose, or is what takes place central to my cubist perceptual process? We'll see.................................(whilst perusing my archive I thought I would also include drawings in which two views from different viewpoints are included in the drawing which then also morph together in some way)

This posting is the second of my recent reviews of my drawings focussing on a particular approach. The last one looked at perspective and foreshortening, see: 'From head to foot' August 21st 2024. In these exercises I am looking back in order to move forward, and this is made possible as this blog holds a complete record of all my drawings.

I see that in November 2018 I said  "I tend to morph naturally these days. And its a sort of cubism looking at front and back at the same time"