One can have a plan: Today I will try to build upon last weeks achievements; or I will develop further my squiggle technique; or I will attempt to engage with much greater anatomical detail; or I will further explore levels of transparency and overlap and superimposing; etc., etc.
BUT plans are never fulfilled. Why? Because there are numerous variables, which can be anticipated to impact, but when they do they come as a surprise and so disrupt any pre-conceived plan.
I have attempted to control these unwanted and unexpected impacts by defining my own controllable parameters: A1 white 220gsm cartridge paper, portrait format, a fine-liner pen in each hand, sitting at my easel.
I have talked of these variables before on this blog: how I am feeling both within myself and with life in general; the journey over to the studio; how much I have looked at my recent works and the extent of my self-analysis; the model, and how they present themselves; the ambiance of the studio; etc.,etc.,
This morning followed on from a week during which I have been coming to terms with my final decade on this earth. Six months on from my 80th birthday I have entered a period, not only of reflection, but of anticipation of the decade ahead.
The global context of extreme climatic changes, massive population growth, increasing economic and climatic migrations, wars and social inequality, these and many other issues I find I am placing alongside my own self-centered concerns about my health and my increasing awareness that my body and my mind is changing. Most of the time I feel I can handle all of this through my chosen way of how and where and with whom I live. I then have the added bonus of life-drawing!
It was very much against this background which I have outlined above that this morning's drawings emerged. I am not claiming that a revolution occurred. I am not claiming they surpass anything I have produced before. But Paul Fowler did observe a 'freedom' and an 'enjoyment' in the process he was seeing.
Take a look and see what you think. I believe Paul hit the nail on the head: it was how I felt. I was carefree in my attitude in my response to each and everyone of Shelley's amazing poses.