I sort of played around today.
I don't mean frivolously playing around.
Behind these drawings of juxtaposed poses I am attempting to journey beyond the straightforward representation of that which is before me.
Perhaps I have been trying to do this for some time now, but I remain unsure of what it is I am seeking.
I believe I will recognise it when it arrives.
When it does I will not stop there and repeat it.
I will be moving on again, further along, in my life-drawing journey.
I've talked recently about drawing a feeling.
Recalling how I felt during the day, and also reflecting on the drawings now that I have posted them, I do sense a change in what I am experiencing when actually standing in front of the model.
The pencil or pen or charcoal is much more part of the search, much more part of the exploration, much more part of the emotion, than it has been before.
As a result, are the marks any different than before?
Why should I be experiencing this particular breakthrough at this time?
Is it a breakthrough or is it just one step, like other steps before, as I travel deeper and deeper into my life-drawing world?
Or did I just feel differently to day, for all sorts of external reasons?
Apart from the second drawing which is of three five minute warm-ups at the start of the day, the others are the product of my moving my easel around the studio, and in the first and last drawing of turning my paper through 90 degrees, back and forth a number of times. These movements seem to be the result of my wishing to explore and draw Abigail in her reclining pose from a number of locations all at the same time. I do now believe that this experience represents a dominance of 'expression of feeling' over 'representational drawing'. It is an enhancement in the dynamic of the dialogue between artist and model. After having drawn Abigail for three days now, I feel fairly sure that her personality and her qualities as a life-model are playing a significant role in the new experience of 'drawing a feeling' which I have outlined above.
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| the paper was turned through 90 degrees a number of times during which drawing started with pencil outlines and then a simple bold lines of either charcoal or grey pastel to distinguish the two figures |
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| these are the three 5 minute warm-up poses at the start of the day drawn with a fine pen. |
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| some exaggeration is included as I bring her right leg and foot towards me, with the intention of enhancing the sense of perspective |
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with the exception of introducing some tonal emphasis with a heavier mark-making, using my dominant right hand, this drawing was constructed using my left hand. Consequently the mark-making is lighter, is more searching, and of a much more exploratory nature than it would have been had I used my 'skilled' usual right hand [in earlier postings you will note I have been experimenting by drawing with both hands simultaneously, but this is the first time I have used my left hand by itself. Further comment when I have explored this approach some more]
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I must have disturbed the other life-drawers in the construction of this drawing as I carried my easel back and forth across the studio locating myself three times looking up from her feet and similarly three times looking down from her head. The key decision for me was the relationship, and hence the nature of the dialogue, between the two figures as they emerged on the paper. I was asking myself whether I should resolve this meeting of two bodies and create a realistic portrayal of two bodies laying together or more simply overlap two separate drawings. I think in this case I did a bit of both [having tried to describe what happened, now I understand something of the dilemma, and I really want to do this again and explore it more].
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this is the portrait format of the first drawing in this posting, and in fact was the starting format. I do not know what prompted me to turn the paper through 90 degrees, except that it was part of this desire to explore and draw the model from a number of directions at the same time which I have described above.
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